falling down

I have not learn

2009-10-24T18:04:00.002+08:00

sucks. wallet kena kop-ed. but somehow it ended wif de police.
dis wallet is magical. so many times. i lost it. in china, in hk, in thai, in singapore. U gave me dis and no matter how i lose it. it will return. though its spoilt. i dun plan to change it.

ytd u din come. today. pls come. dun worry. nuting's gonna happen.

Best fren?

2009-10-19T01:18:00.004+08:00

just looking out of the window. realize something. best fren/lesbian/ colleague?

sorry shes ur fren. shes her fren. she shld be my fren. but why? i dun wan to judge her cos shes ur fren. but did u realize something? u gave up me for ur best fren. i am not asking u to befriend her. but why not try to haf both? i can compromise, u know it. however u put her always in the first priority. Oh i made a promise to go wif her, oh i made a promise to my god daughter. How many promise u made to me and u broke it. If u are busy i am realli ok. but for 4 months, 4 MONTHS. i am always dere standing ready for you. yet u took it for granted.

FRENS CAN BE NICE. BUT NO FRENS ARE FOREVER. sometimes i realli feel stupid. though i know we can't be back together, i just wan to celebrate ur bday cos i promised u. Taking a 2 hr bus ride and wait for you at 12am. hoping to surprise u and do a countdown wif u. but i din get the chance to. Ur frens can wish u happy bday, BUT DID ANIONE REALLI TAKE UR BDAY SERIOUSLY AND CELEB WIF U?

its 1140. no answer. i call and call . not even knowing whether where are u or even i may haf to wait till de next morning to see you. i sat on the wooden bench waiting, looking silly.

I am not trying to compare. but is my care and concern taken for granted? i realli wanted to tell u how much i love you in the past. I DO . AS ALWAYS. u shld know me v well. i am not good wif words but i do take actions.

I know its hard for you to travel to my hse. i appreciate ur effort. i know u reali suffered for de 1/2 year. but can't u just recognize i did camp outside ur sch every fri and wait for u?? for at least 1 yr? another yr of travelling into NTU to look for you? i appreciate u coming my hse, but as long as its possible, i am willing to take the transport wif u. and if u come alone to my hse, at least i will spend 2 nights wif u??

i took 2 hr ride to ur hse. meet u for dinner and just less than 10mins talk. u said u are tired and haf to sleep. and i took andother 2 hr ride home. even i know 4 hrs to exchange for a 10mins talk is damn stupid. i didn't mind. i try to grab every single chance to meet u. i did it not for once . but more than thrice. u just tell me u are tired and u need to sleep. i respected that. but i belive dere is a limit to everything.

i know u love cars. i am supportive of u getting ur license. u promise next time we wun be so mafan to travel cos u can drive. i am realli happy u got ur license. but instead of driving me, u drive ur best fren, u drive ur frens.

I appreciate dat day u come my hse for 10 mins. BUt since u can drive to pick up ur fren in simei. and shop wif him and slack till 1 a.m. why cant u do de same. and u onli gave me 10 mins. Is frens always de first priority to u?

Everytime i play "somewhere over the rainbow", alot of emotions come to me. de song is for you and somehow de song keep replaying nowadays. even on tv commeericals. tmr i am gonna go for lessons. i wan to learn more instruments. but den everyone thinks dat i am doing it for you again. "music instrument and u" deres a link again. i just keep wondering. i just can't figure out wat went wrong for me. i realli tried hard enuff. but u seems to haf too much haf an impact to me.

smile

2009-10-18T17:21:00.002+08:00

poor jiaqing. i realli dunnno how to console him. hopefully he can adapt the new life. at the least, someone is dere to care for him. I feel so screwed. At my lowest point of life, i just hope someone is dere to tell me its ok. but its always the opposite. I have learnt so much but no one is gonna recognize it. Hope u are doing well, but of course. I am still suffering from the aftermath. I just got screwed..

Sad

2009-10-17T08:26:00.004+08:00

The last post is at jan 06 2006. its been 3 years and 10 months after i post again. I am not going to backspace in this post nor going to correct the grammar. I am fucking tired and angie just called me to tell me abt some bad news.

The time now is 8.27am. Yes, i am a lil drunk. But everytime i drunk,my mindset will be only on one thing. Not the fun i had in pub or club, Not the alochol, and definitely not the gals dat are around me. My mindset is sort of focus on only 1 thing. I used to enjoy the cab ride and enjoy the hug in my block lift. and of course the hug dat allow me to sleep peacefully. Seriously, i miss the times. I didn't enjoy any cab ride wif guoming and after alighting the cab, i haf to crawl home alone, lie down inside the lift and sleep alone. I am afraid as well. serious.

My mom has told me the conversation u 2 had, i knew everything. I realli tried hard enough to forget you. At my most important time, u left me witnhout warnings. Wat did i do wrong? or Wat did i not done enuff. And back to tuesday.

I SERIOUSLY DUN MEAN IT.

realli. I just wan to let u know its part of me dats caring for you.unless i am a bastard, in wat situation will i tell u that i mind you cos of that. I am not a perfect person either, but let me repeat. NO MATTER HOW U CHANGE, I WILL STILL LOVE U WIF ALL MY HEART. I ACCEPT U AS A WHOLE. i hope u didn't misunderstand me. IN the past i know its a sensitive issue to talk about, so i didn't wan to talk about it.I REAALI DUN INTEND TO HURT U . IT NOT COS U LEFT ME AND I WAN TAkE REVENGE, in simple, i just realli wan let u know a simpel like dis. by tellin gu this white lie. U CAN BE MUCH HAPPIER. BUT I REALL RELLI didn'tmind at all.

I AM NOT ACTING TO BE NICE AND LIE AS I ALWAYS DO. U are de most important person to me, even if i am telling a "white lie" and be nice to my own gf. IS IT WRONG?? AM I LIEING? for the past years, i know u mind about it alot. BUT I REALLY DUN MIND. NO MATTER HOW U BECOME, u are still the most gorgeous, most attractive person to me.

I know u are worried abt alot of stuffs. I CAN REALLI ASSURE U EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. Even if you dun trust me, can u trust my parents pls?? i know u suffer in the past. i know ur mindset change once u started working.
Just like me, the life in NS change my mindset as well. I know how u feel. BUT UR ONLY REPLY IS TOO LATE.

Seriously i know i didn't do some things int jhe past. I AM REALLI sorrry. I realil didn't know. but i realli tried to make it up for you. EVERYTING IS ABOUT U. I shouldn't talk about it here, u should know how hard i try and u should be able to see my effort.

I KNOW u didn't wan me to change because of for the sake of changing for you. I CUt down on cigarattes, its not dat because my gf dun let me smoke. IT cos i think further than many of the people of my age do. I DUN WAn dat in 1 day, my wife is pregnant and i am smoking, i do care abt my next generation health. It may sound ridicoulous but i realli thot of it. And once i cut down, my personal health is better and i can save muc more money. I KNOW. i just need time. every living things need time to adapt. Just like tattoos and going out wif frens, i admit i was once a bastard. but as time goes by, i accepted it.

I KNOW wat is RESPOSIBLITY. I am resposbile for everything i do and of course everything dat i do dat might affect you.

i dun wan to win u back because of my begging and crying. i wan you to realli gif it a thot.ARE U REALLI WILLINing to let it GO??? even if 2 1/2 year is a suffering period, i am sure dere are many happy times dat are in it too. AND I GURANTEE NOW< THE FUTURE WILL ONLY GETS BETTER.WHy are you so one-sided tinking, is everything i gave u is pain but nothing? CANT U just stop to wonder and say " i dunno wat i wan". I REALLI CAN ASSURE U, i will work wif you and get wat u wan if u can cooperate wif me. nO one CAN EVER CLAP WIF ONLY 1 hand. I KNOW U WAN DEGREE. I KNOW U WAN SETTLE DOWN. CANT WE JSUT DISCUSS ABT IT AnD SEE WAT WE CAn DO? maybe we can settle down and study at same time. I realli hate it when u said everything is too late. ITS NEVER TOO LATE. dere is no such ting as too late to me. even if i do it late, its better than i dun even attempt to do it rite.

STUDY IN THE FUTURE, i realli wanted to go wif u. DREAMING EVERYDAY IN MY POLY DAYS. REnting an aparment in a foreign country and spend the time wif you. I AM WILLING TO GIVE UP MY US COLLEGE DREAMS to study In AUS which is nearer for you even if we realli can't go together. I will tried as much as i can to come back as often. I WORRIED since i was in china. 1 1/2 years of worries, finally i can conclude with some realistic options, u left me. ITs nto that i dun wan to assure u in the past, i just dun wan to make empty promises. IF I SAY I WAN. I CAN. I WILL DO IT . JUST FOR YOU.

Seriously i am aware of all your worries. just that i dun wan say everything out. I DUn wan to make u more stress since you are so trouble wif your teachign alr.i am sorry but i realli feel dat u are too selfish. i haf seen examples before me, yall because of the same reason, u are no longer wif them. thats why i been trying v hard to gif all i can to you. ALl i need is just time to adapt.
I PROVE MYSELF BY PLAYIGN THE HARMONICA> YES ITS FOR YOU. i learnt if for you. its riddicoulous for ryan to be able to play an instrument. i just wan to show eveyrpme. I WAN I CAN.

I JUST DUN WAN U TO KEEP ESCAPING FROM REALITY. U CANT HAF EVERYTHING IN A GO. BUT I AM AlWAYS DERE TO HELP U GET AS MUCH AS U WAN. i had been always trying and doing dat.

Remember the timeline? IF I CAN FINALLY FORGET EVERYTHING IN THE PAST , fuck care the past AND START AFRESH wif u. WHY CANT U? i PROMISE A NEW RYAN, not a new simba.

Sad

2009-10-17T08:26:00.001+08:00

2006-01-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

laptop spoiled. cannot update much.. no pics..
ppl all first 3 months go school.
student can be ah beng
but ah beng cannot be student
student can change
but ah beng 4eva ah beng
student haf friends
ah beng haf brothers
friends study in school together
brothers walk different way
students study in school
ah beng rot at home
gals find ahbeng type students cute
while dey find ahbengs irritating.

guess haf to get a new laptop.zzz

2005-12-11T18:13:00.001+08:00

drunk and drench face

2005-12-11T18:13:00.000+08:00

jon dieing haha

2005-12-11T18:12:00.002+08:00

loLx this is the zouk band. mine fit in nicely

2005-12-11T18:12:00.001+08:00

hahahx we steal ppl milo

2005-12-11T18:12:00.000+08:00

erhx alamak underwater world mar. on ground can ba

2005-12-11T18:11:00.001+08:00

jon and gm when raining

2005-12-11T18:11:00.000+08:00

inside zouk

zouK out or FrEAK OUT

2005-12-11T17:20:00.000+08:00

kkiex ytd or today morning was damn Gay. i was freaked out.. kkiex the day started out wif me slept at 5 am and woke up at 10 to recieve a call from jon. going out east coast park to skate.. so in the end me jon gm met up wif javin kenneth fred at east coast to rollerblade. this is my first time rollerblading. so tough to me.. i feel so noob when i was trying to rollerblade. i was so slow dat even those ppl walking can be faster than me.. suddenly got 1 little gal she just skate past me. i was so paisehx dat i was slower than her siar.. i feel so useless. den after that we went home at 5 .. no details information can be said. just fun and fun.. den after that i went to sleep at home till 10.. i thot i would just wait till next morning to come..

at 10 gm call me say jon wan us go zouk out party at sentosa. loLx without second thot i just went out to meet wif gm at night.. we bought absolut vodka coke and sprite. just like preparing for picinic. so i reached sentosa there went to many ppl going dere. we sat at beach and started drinking like mad.. damn i was so drunk.. was talking to her on the phone and damN... i fink i was too drunk and i said lots of weird thinGs.. we were so seriously drunk dat we did crazy stuffs. i was eating bread + the vodka.. jon and gm drink more than me too.. their liquor standard gd siar.. so it was 2 am.. we were listening to the music inside.. loLx actually we were damn high lar. dancing outside beach .. and we were disappointed. 1 ticket sell at 48 dollars.. wtf.. and i see all the ppl dancing inside. they were like so cool.. i lied down on the beach staring the sky and our heads were like spinning..

i told myself that we had to get in... so we camn up wif the plan to enter.. we had to get the wristband den we can get in.. so we went around at the bus stop to ask those who are going home. luckily we found 3 siar. and we managed to sneak in.. the secrutiry was like damn tight. so many officials crews and police. at first gm and jon went in. i was panicking outside..loLx my left pocket was 1 big vodka and right side the breads. damN i was so drunk dat i actually dare to walk past 4 secrutity check post.. if ani of the police ask me .i fink i am gonna die..so in the end came to the last security post.. damn..got body check. i had to throw away my stuffs.. so i went in the toilet and threew them behind the wall.. went in and haf fun. so suay suddenly rain.. we all dance a while onli den rain.. so we decided to go back.. loLx luckily jon is fit. he help me climb the wall and got back my bread and vodka.. we went to outside underwater world and sat down.. this is the eerie part

DAMN IT .. WE KENA APPROACHED BY REN YAO..( transverse) . at first there was this lady.. she looked damn man.. she ask us where the toilet we directed her liao and we sat down on this dark corner here without any ppl.. after that she talked to us.

Renyao(ry): can i sit down and chat wif u all
ryan: sure sure
ry: where u all from
gm: we all malaysians
ry: wats ur age
jon: all different lvl in school
ryan: where u from
ry: vietnam.u all handsome boy ar
gm ryan jon: noNonO
ry: erm .. i haf CONDOM in my bag
ryan(wif surprise): hUH? sorry?
gm: we still young we stil young
ry: 2night i am free
ryan:now 5 am liao moring liao
ry: come i help u all massage..

DAMn she just squeeze gm's neck. gm freaked out and can't mvoe. den she approached me.. she grabbed my hand den touch my stomach!!! my sensitive area.. wah lau. still say dun scared .. jon act talking on phone and she massaged his thigh... joN was so freaked out too.. so in the end we all say we gtg liao and walk away

wah lan sentosa damn alot of chio bu siar. when we walk out at bus stop.. daMN!!! i thot wah got chio bu. nice body siar... they waved at us somemore.. wah laN.. also transverse.. damn scared.. dey talk like man.. eeyeerr.. i am freaked out

2005-12-08T12:27:00.000+08:00

sinCe ppl requested me to blog more and i haf nothing better to do.. i try write more here. life is sad ever since its after prom.

chalet is actually quite fun to me though. on first day we practically tok cock in the room and den went out to play volleyball. so sian siar.. den i went back to sleep at 6 am until fred they all went into our room.. guoming went out wif them. i fink they drank 1 green apple whisky or something like dat. when 8 i wake up the next moring. i went to find them.. they left that tiny bit for me. about 5 ml.. loLx but its kinda nice. saw the boys playing mahjong and xbox.. kinda sian.. went back to room and den pack things awhile.. i haf decided to go to wild wild wet. loLx so me guoming jonathan kuai jia wilson aurick rit reian javin kenneth osama 11 of us went in. loLx quite fun.. every ride we took we just scream like nobody business. got to know one lifeguard damn funny. she down dere tok cock wif us den we also tok cock back. in the end still see her and me and jon decided to push her down the water. so suay she held to the railing. if i sees her again she will not be so lucky.. hahahX actually we created alot trouble dere too. for the slides we run and chiong down.. den kena kp.. the sky rider more funny. me and jon cycle damn fast and bump onto ppl's bike. javin even wanted to climb the walls at wave pool.. hahahX dunno how to say. but its kinda fun. guoming's fren is a lifeguard dere too. we 11 ppl like the japan show water boys like dat ran around.

when u get to the chalet it is kinda normal to pump into frens.. so concidental my chalet pump wif the jtlyrp boys chalet. still got primary school fren from anglican chalet. xhps fren chalet. ijtp arc chalet. and still got sec 3 chalet. on the second day night we bbq and ms khairani come. ouR godmother.. hahahx she so ke qi one.. still bought lots and lots of food for us. den after she went we decided to walk around. but actually de place was kinda wuliao also. no where to go..so after that we went back to sleep.. we shld haf use the time to do more meaningful stuff. haax

i need a job. i am broke. hope will haf job soon

2005-12-07T12:25:00.000+08:00

sianz just back from chalet. can say haf fun. but den also v sian. eat 1 loaf of bread dere. damn. v tired. no pics taken in chalet. too stupid

2005-12-04T12:23:00.000+08:00

looK at the pic. me and daren. everyone is looking here. even the iJ gals in blue shirts at the left. fish and duck

2005-12-04T12:20:00.000+08:00

say hi to me pls

FLL

2005-12-04T12:13:00.000+08:00

This is my story. this is my last chance. ytd was fll. yes first lego league. my team robot was abit unlucky. we din get wad we wan. however we were damn lucky to get a team work award. i fink its damn meaningful. me darren faris shanglong worked for so long together since sec2 and we got an award for it. dats damn cool. i was the mascot for my team de duck. while darren was the fish. i dun haf much photo. but we were having fun. desmond won the best robot performance wif a score of 390/400. its like damn power. he also win directors award. means overall champ.. he be going to netherland next year to compete again.. coOl. nothing much to say. my wishes were fulfilled by him.

when i reach home its darn late. suddenly jiaqing sms me abt de chalet. i decided to play a prank on him. dat aSS almost cried. lOlx. i was replying his sms when suddenly i was feeling kind of weird. WTF? i am sms a guy? wasting sms siaR.. shld be saving de smS for gaLs. damN gay siar. luckily within a min he called me.. we talked alot of shiet. and de conclusion was a Change of heart.

Somebody wasnt here to see FLL ytd. this is my story . this is my last chance

2005-12-04T00:41:00.001+08:00

de pic u all wan.. eeks my eyebrow fell

2005-12-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

siaN.. neck heavy siar

2005-12-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

i dun haf much time here. make it short. update later.

v tired now. just reach home. YES i join fLL. we haf a " dark" team. specail thx to my teammates shanglong darren faris baoling. and today its kinda cool. later den i will elaborate.

desmond fulfill my wish. i am grateful.

uploading the pics that ppl demanded soon

2005-12-01T12:13:00.002+08:00

kkiex shirt fix liao.. married ?

2005-12-01T12:13:00.001+08:00

siaN. prom king wan marry me

2005-12-01T12:13:00.000+08:00

just roll down on the floor wif boys. clothes also nv wear properly. will u marry me?

2005-12-01T12:12:00.001+08:00

take 3 i maintian positon liao. my tongue freeze there.. gd

2005-12-01T12:12:00.000+08:00

take 1 i trying to act idiot stick out tongue

2005-12-01T12:11:00.001+08:00

take 2 not nice also. xinyi say she smile not nice

2005-12-01T12:11:00.000+08:00

take 3.. cooL all like idiot. red purple ash

2005-12-01T12:10:00.001+08:00

take 2 . i look like idiot . no gd

2005-12-01T12:10:00.000+08:00

take 1. light not bright cannto see hair color . bu yao

2005-12-01T12:09:00.000+08:00

loLx i like the lego man. so short

2005-12-01T11:29:00.000+08:00

this holiday is kinda cooL i hope. now everyday follow routine de. wait for ppl call. erhx so and so so wan go out.. den tag along.. den play until 2 3 am den go home. kinda bored also

robotics season just started again.. seriously i see my teammates work so hard i feel v nei jiu de. but den i cannot do much.. just hope that on sat something gd will happen. i dun wan to get 2nd. its not gd enuff. lets pray to god.

on 28 was our school prom night. my class ppl kinda late den decided to go to prom night. v sian siar. no clothes no money . in the end me borrow zara shirt from guoming. jacket from xinyi's dad, pants from brother. lolx like anyhow den go for some serious event. go dere liao sad also lar. nabei wan take 1 photo oNli. my answer was" huh? now ar.. later lar".. wah sian. perhaps realli busy lar. but den kinda disappointed also. in the end still got take. but my smiLe is damn fake. the other smiLe is damn mian qiang come out.. wah lan. at the end of prom.. still see some v fuk up thing.. nabei ccb...so in the end we left the fuking place and to the opposite 7-11. got some vodka and bread. den we eat bread.. suddenly walk until half way. " JIAQING!!" saw jas and edmund they all.. they all also eating bread dere. den we tok cock abit. jon and aurick they all got chiawsang hse. we follow edmund walk to the clarke quay dere the bar. den edmund blanja us.. some cooL wine den it was rather scary to me. hafing fun inside the bar underage while police are patroling outside. so abt 7 am dat day i reach home. wah lan.

ytd was fun day.. was at the lego educational center wif them looking at robot. den after that suddenly gm call. " erhx jon got bbq wan come or not?" i den pungsehx darren they all go find jon. not bad lar. we haf quite alot of fun. at first aurick and jon were starting fire alone den they v sian siar. everything also they do. hahahx den in the i see some gals olivia they all playing some poker card games scream like crazy dogs.. sounds kinda fun.. so i decided to join. they played a game called " heart-attack". aurick brought us a whisky. al the boys drank.. and got high. especially osama whole face red. we played like mad..from 5-6 ppl play until 11 ppl play together. den after that suddenly when jon starting fire again the charcoal all fell to the ground. we all immidealtey take over.. just realise hafing a lighter wif u always is kinda useful too. hahahx. den me fred and jon's maid bbq the satay. kinda nice. after that we go playground talk cock. after everyone went home.. it was already 1. jon and gm were kinda nice. they scared me kena rape by those gangsters , walk wif me from simei to my hse. they reached my hse the park there we talk cock again and it was 4. i went back to sleep ..

just realise jon's hse those security guard damn kp. we go in onli diao us. then after that we make abit noise come fuk us once. den after that we bbq say wat too late liao 10 o clock must put out fire fuk us twice. den we sit at playround tunnel fuk at thrice. we all switch playgrounnd go sit at roof fuk us the fourth time. den sian one they all.

haf been eating bread almost everyday. 2 days 1 loaf. jq shld be quite determined to quit eatting as he is kinda motivated. i fink hor guys out dere. i will be ur first fren to get cancer lar. no motivation eat bread. sad eat more. forever sad den eat until die ba..

2005-11-18T15:49:00.000+08:00

waH laOx. so long nv come here liao.. just change this stupid blog.. cos de last one v stupid..hahahX nothing much o lvl gonna finish liao.. not bad.. but den hor v jialat.. scared fail siar. now everyday spend money on "u" dun "u" one day will die de.. even at home mother dere also dun care.. lucky now my brother know. den can help me buy.. cool.. haiX alot of things to do in holidays.. dunno wat to say also.. recently got to know someone new.. kinda new but also old..not bad.. quite friendly .. also quite stupid.. hahaX

2005-09-19T15:13:00.000+08:00

nothing much to say
prelim failed.
no first 3 months.
ty to someone who teach me emaths
life not bad
jiaqing hse become my second home.

2005-08-21T15:21:00.000+08:00

alamak dis week sick siar.. mon after school go home like kena possess siar.. at first i was having heavy flu.. den after dat serious cough larx.. headache lar. all those kuku disease all come together siar.. den in the end tuesday morning i 40 degree celsius fever.. din manage to go school.. worst still. i cough until throat inflammation den no voice.. haX den wed go school thur sick again.. dis week my old man is in SIN. i din went out... instead stayed at home to buy soccer.. not bad larX.. now can buy back 3230 siar.. same color de red one.. hahahx.. see de phone i feel weird weird de.. like lost den come back like dat...

2005-08-13T19:17:00.000+08:00

die le larX.. suddenly haf been listening to bird thong chai mcintyre cds.. i gt his vol 1 vol2 and even de concert one.. hahaX. he v funny de.. din expect de thais love him so much lorx.. de gals wearing screaming for him for i dun think he is as shuai as stars like edison or jay.. hahX den his dance moves were damn crappy.. i think jq can do it better than him!! my old man is coming today.. its gonna be funny..i can't go out already.. damn.. haiX boring siar.. 98 is hard to get. we duno wat "98" is thinking.. but at least i am happy 98 is fortunate..

2005-08-10T11:14:00.000+08:00

haix.. ytd evening meet jq and gm.. went to marina sq play stupid warcraft.. its been ages since we all played LAN.. kinda of lame.. den after dat went to marina south watch the national day celebration.. kind of stupid.. feel so lame.. den go home dat tyme feel a bit uncomfortable.. so at 11 me and gm go find jq again. went to see 95 and den we play pool and LAN again.. kinda sianx.. take taxi home wif gm.. we drop jq at his hse in the end no money for me to go home.. so i walk from gm hse to my own house.. the night is dark... sort of lost my way and walk to simei dat side.. damn... den walk back to my hse.. from 330 like dat walk until 420. wah laox ehx.. the wind is strong.. i see joss sticks and offerings on the roadside.. dogs bark loudly. damn eerie..

2005-08-07T17:40:00.000+08:00

haAx.. no hp no foto. boring siar.. just now went wif gm go tamp walk walk den bought the singapore shirt.. loLx.. gm is a red indian now.. his face and whole body is red.. tmr still wear red den funny ar.. hahaX. rmbered wat qw told me in the past.. which was right... time for a change.. get serious.. i am trying to quit "U"..hahaX. things are getting funny as days pass-by.. =[ 98 ]=..

2005-07-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

I am getting sadder.. today lots of thing happen.. 1st day in morning.. hair kena caught.. den hp kena confiscated.. den my favourite ankle socks also kena confiscated.. went to anglican see de school basketball.. not bad.. den come back school.. go room eat biscuit a while come out play bball until now.. today was quick.. i dun wan to gradutate.. sec school life is good.. v sad siar.. still not motivated..

2005-07-28T22:04:00.000+08:00

zhonghua.chung cheng. singapore chinese gals. .. wah laox wan cry liao

2005-07-28T22:03:00.000+08:00

toot hair style.. march 2005.. last comp.. haiz...

2005-07-24T13:45:00.000+08:00

i am getting sad.. lost hp on monday.. 3230 and 512 mb mmc card.. and some sad things going on.. luckily its already solved.. ytd went to sentosa.. palawan beach .. qian yi birthday.. it was fun.. we all had great time.. made some new frens.. super guai lan de.. play volleyball match .. lose 15-6 first game den 15-10 second game den 15-12 3rd game. i belive next time we go sure win.. hahahx.. but also cannot qie de larx.. they so tall and all 20 + .. we all lehX.. skinny bunch of boys and some gals in the team.. we jump wif them in the end got our face slapped by ball. hahahx

2005-07-24T13:27:00.000+08:00

i got singapore quality class award

2005-07-24T13:26:00.001+08:00

study grp 2005!!

2005-07-24T13:26:00.000+08:00

guoming reading comic too

2005-07-24T13:25:00.001+08:00

hahaX but still got slacker like me.. i sleeping and eating at same time

2005-07-24T13:25:00.000+08:00

see!! my klas is studying.. everyone!!

2005-07-24T13:23:00.000+08:00

hahaX in class doing stupid pose

2005-07-24T13:22:00.000+08:00

we 3 look toot

2005-07-24T13:20:00.000+08:00

some racial harmony day.. all wear same type shirt

2005-07-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

ytd was pretty crazy.. school end at 2.. we decided to go to sentosa palawan beach.. dat was quite a weird idea as ppl normally got at 1 or 2 to sun tan rite.. but we went at 5.. not onli dat ytd was raining.. real dampen our mood... hahaX.. so immediately after school me follow jasmine to hse nearby cos i wan to buy "u"...den after dat we met anne and set off to harbourfront to meet olivia... adelin gm and jq was earlier than us.. they took a cab there... haax..when we reach we play a while volleyball den it rain.. so me jas and anne went to the 7 11 to get some stuff... i got an vermicelli meal.. it sux.. i vomit out everything.. den we play ball again after the rain stop and we swim.. jq and gm haf some python games until we went back to 7 11 again.. after buying some beer and milk.. we went to the watch tower.. i u some.... den they drank.. olivia lost in dai dee badly and she was drunk.. hahaX.. after that we went back to mac eat and gm being my man .. tombang me home again.. when i reach home.. i was cheated by the taxi driver.. he charged me midnight charge(double) .. by rtie by 12 board taxi shld be dun haf de mar.. hahax anyway out of $36 +.. i could onli afoord 30+ ..

haiz.. den today morning wake up at 12 as gm call me .. they going to meet in dhoby to buy racial harmmony clothes.. i was so stunt.. but i agree. b4 i set off at 1.. jq call me again.. no need go liao.. damn sao xin.. hahax.. den in the end gm call me go out tamp walk walk.. not bad.. bought some wax and nike women socks.. loLx.. tmr going out again buy the stuff.. v tired siar.. weekdays le cannot come online le.. hahah

2005-07-16T20:14:00.000+08:00

haAx. just buy de. influence by some cambodia fren nowadays.. like south east asia music

2005-07-16T19:28:00.001+08:00

hAax 3 Am cannot sleep wake up take one.. nothing to do marx

2005-07-16T19:28:00.000+08:00

haAx.. my KLAS!! 4MD>. studying!!! mircale.. from left.. adelin, gm, ws, oli,sean,rene,lavinia

2005-07-16T19:27:00.000+08:00

loLx.. me trying to practice oral which i failed badly.. pic taken by adelin..

2005-07-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

haiZ.. boring larx.. everyday study.. nothing much.. today was stupid.. hp spotcheck.. lolx.. where got theif so stupid

2005-07-12T21:21:00.001+08:00

soME robotics ..haiz..

2005-07-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

loLx.. studyiNG in thiS arHa room.. quite boring..

2005-07-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

haAx.. some nerd of my class by the name of eunice did this ss notes.. crap siar..

2005-07-10T18:50:00.000+08:00

sInce ppL start coming to my blog again.. i think i shall update it more often.. zzz...o lvL. heck larx.. ytd went to de stupid anniversary thingy.. the thing was stupiD.. everyyear receive an empty cert.. den go there sit for like 3 hrs plus..quite bored.. deN mdm tan still call me early in the morning.. telling me to "comb my hair properly" and of course must tuck in the shirt till like toot kiA.. haiz.. so after this me and darren went out to orcharD.. we jio guoming come out at 6 when he haf just got back home 30 mins ago from town..he was like abit sianX but still went out.. the journey to town was super duper long.. when we reach city hall.. there was a heavy traffic jam due to the national day parade trial or something like dat.. we stop at the traffic light to see the tanks running past us in fronot.. hahahx after reaching PS already it was 730..den wE go walk arounD and BUY some shirts and pants.. pretty ugly clothes..den after that walk down all the way to far easst and got back to meridien play pool till 2.. we jio jq out at 2 to play our gameS.. it was jq day..he raped me!! he is an ass.. hAhax.. den me and darren stay at playground until 7 in the morning..
i reach home at 9 am.. bath pack sleep till now just wake up...rmb wat darren told me at 6am
"wo zui dui bu qi de ren bu shi fu mu.. shi ji zi".. i thot abt it.. he was right

2005-07-10T18:47:00.000+08:00

hAiz.. earlY in moRning.. onLi me 1 persOn in a loneLy bus

2005-07-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

long long long time nv come siaR.. wah laO.. got into so many trouble this few days.. hAiz.. prelims coming liao.. like mr kuek says.. i realli haf no sense of urgency... i think i realli wan to drop a maths liao .. for the ppl outside.. this is some little info... my amaths and emaths nv score above 20/100 since sec 3 for all the test.. my maths is not weak.. there is not even foundation lorx.. think i pri sch already dreaming.. hAiz.. fink i go iTe suaN le baRhx.. at least stiLl can styLe de hAir i waN... slAck more.. and less stress.. not i wan go ite.. is i can't get into jc and poly.. from sec 1 126/339 can drop until 413/414.. power maRX?? L1R5 45.. go where? divide into 5 den get can get 9 pts..Tmr is the school anniversary.. it shld be damn craP.. go for wAt? take some kuku so called"outstanding cca award" tell me until so dua pai.. say MOE set the standard den can receive prize.. wah Lan le.. i sec 3 take.. sec 4 take.. in the end get wat? cca pt still 8.. minus 1 for o lvl nia..(if i get 20 and below).. dis 1 call outstanding cca meHx.. craP!!

17June

2005-06-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

today after the 2hr lecture in school den follow dat 3 baskets go see them play billard.. we haf a hard time to decide where to go.. cos we haF some "kiD" wif us.. i mean comE oN.. who will let a dog get into their pool hall man... haaX..okie dat kid is jq larx.. hE damn kelian.. rmb last time the class bbq all get into either or classic or mega play except him haven 16.. we thot dat ciNE k pool wun check this time round.. but in the end .. de worst happen.. suddenly wan check ic.. i think its we too early reach le.. 11.48.. onLi got a couple of table lights on.. so few ppl.... haIZ.. in the end i show my ic le till jq turn.. he quite kan chiong from his face larx..in dat nick of time.. i took out my primary 1 student card and lend him.. hahahahx.. so damn funny.. the woman actually belief dat was jq.. hahahx.. dat kuku face of mine in primary 1 cannot show here larx..if not blog close immediately.....

loLx so the game commence .. i din play.. cos i no money.. no skill.. no luck.. i am not as brave as 3 of them does.. dey play billard 1 pt 50cents.. it may seem little.. but its actually crap... damn crap...comE to challenge our champion darren tan if u can.. he is a monster cum fuker..he is the first person i see earn money wif pool.. he earn like fun fair.. hahahx.. not onli his billard is uber accurate.. his 9ft pooL 9 ball pooL is damn eR xin.. here are the following conseqences i realise

1st. if darren break. instant death at times.. golden break.. 9 ball go in win liao .. next player
2nd. if darren break. 80% got at least 1 ball go in.. set up combination.. by number 4. foxy 9 in
3rd. if darren break. 80% got at least 1 ball go in.. clear table. u onli in charge of holding que.. nv play at all( this one super guai lan.. see ppl kena b4)
4th. if u break.. so pro finish until left 4 balls .. still die.. his placing is like homing missle..
5th. if u break.. no ball go in.. also game over.. (as cham as 3rd eg)

arhahahx... also there is another type of killer availiable in 4MD.. jq.
he is the official 789 and 89 killer
today almost all the matches the whole game he onli hit in the 7th 8th 9th ball.. others all clear by opponent.. chao tyco.. dun know also is luck or skill larx... onli in charge finish game nia..

today is also boring day.. go back home den sleep till now.. boring

2005-06-17T21:09:00.000+08:00

this is ryan.. the retard

2005-06-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

this is jq the magician..

2005-06-17T21:08:00.001+08:00

this is guoming the monkey

2005-06-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

this is darren .. the idiot

2005-06-16T13:48:00.000+08:00

todAy is another boRing day.. wake up 7.. 8 go out..9 reach schoo.. 11 lesson end. throughout de mr chua lecture me darren and jiaqing were practically doing nothing except crappin.. so damn borinG.. and so few ppl turn out.. no wonder from lecture hall 1 must change to lecture hall 2 lorx.. if not cannot even fill up de first 2 rows of lectue hall 1... den after dat we 3 +junhong + fred and his frens went to de coffeeshop at front gate one (de one opposite the roti prata).. arha.. it wat quite funny laRx..

darren order hor fun
me order chao fan
fred+ others order 6 plates of different zu chao

den darren hor fun came first.. den story begin

darren: wah lai lao.. chao er(hungry)
me: like v little le.. will full mehx
darren: okie larx..

after haven 3 mins pass...

darren: ryan, i v full liao le...
me: nabei.. my chao fan haven come u say full liao..
darren: this hor fun chao nan chi lorx..
me( in disbelive) : i try try see
me( feeling disgusted) : sO bland.. like hospital food siar
fred: ours also..not nice

den my chao fan come

me: darren my one not bad larx.. but quite spicy.. alot pepper larX
darren: i dun wan eat liao.. wth. not nice one
me: den u try take mine laRx..
darren: i cannot larx.. eat somemore i will vomit.. cannot take it
darren: so many houselfly u see
me: yar larx.. just now de plates also wash not clean.. v unhygenic here ar
darren: u see the housefly land on my hor fun also immediatley fly away.. my hor fun surely suk
me: haax.. poor thing.. cook le housefly also dun wan eat

after dat fred order 2 more different zu chao.. mi fen and mui fan

fred: darren ryan come try the mi fen
darren: pui!(vomit out the mi fen on all his plate)
me: like eating metal wire siar
fred: wah cannot take it larx..think must tell the boss
darren: unLa..how come first time so er xin one..
fred: erhx boss. ur food arhx. cannot make it.
boss: den wat u wan me to do..
fred: how come will drop standard ar
boss: we change ppl.. the last time cook went back to malaysia settle stuff.. nvm marx.. we got change style mar..
me: hUh? style? change to bad larx.
fred: i think these dishes are not up to their value ar.
boss: orhx so u telling me u eat already dun wan pay larX?
fred: no wad.. u try see.. we cannot finish these food.. not nice one
boss: u suggest wat to do den.
fred: we pay for first 4 dish.. the other 2 we cannot accept
jiaqing: i gif u 10 settle lar?
boss: up to u lorX.. u eat already dun wan pay i also cannot help it..

so in the end de $10 paid for 6 plates + darrren hor fun..i stupid.. before that de lady boss ask me i just gif.. haax..but i see them quite kelian.. first day den like dat liao.. kena complain.. hax. next time i dun wan eat again le.. cos de last time cook most probably not coming back anymore..

2005-06-13T03:58:00.000+08:00

arGhx.. woRk lE 13 hRs non-stop.. finAlly donE.. stiLL so eRx.. saD ):